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STILLBORN In this place We're all the same None of us have faces None of us have names None of us are human We are something new Welcome to a world Never meant for you But we have a place Where you can go to hide An empty, little Box For you to crawl inside Lock the door Throw away the key I don't want to see your face Until you're just like me We are the human race We destroy all that we fear We fear what we do not understand And we do not understand you You will become like us Or you will be destroyed ZIPPERHEAD I am the photo negative of everything that you see I don't know who I am so I let them tell me what to be All the seeds in my head were planted there by someone before And now my weeds are grown and there's no room to dig anymore Everything that you say is caught by metal teeth in my mind I grind it up and shit it out so I can leave it behind They put the tumor in my brain so I'd be one with the horde It speaks a billion cancer-hungry voices screaming for more I only hear what I want to hear I only see what I want to see But what they tell me I should fear Is everything I'll never be Into this world I was alone But now I belong I found a home We are the vast We have one brain I am one of many And we are the same They say that you're defective, something must be wrong with your head The only way to fix it is to bash it in till it's dead Back in your fucking cage, you piece of shit, you can't understand You never learn, don't blame the stick when it's been swung by the hand Zipperhead Am I dead I can't feel What is real FLESH I never told a lie, so put your trust in me I swear I'll be the only friend that you'll ever need Don't mind the trail of maggots that I leave behind Sometimes there's too much to keep them all inside I got a little extra skin I pull over my head I gotta use what's alive to cover up the dead I'll just take a little bit and throw the rest away Cause you probably didn't even need it anyway And the sheep line up for the wolves to eat Grow some teeth or become the meat Necrotic holes inside the brain The virus grows, I feel no shame Cause we are the dead show Making the scabs grow Tear off the good just to fix the rest Always on display Never could betray The real head's underneath a mask of Flesh I'm just a devious guy in a devious place Who's trying to get by without a devious face Assemble the pieces to take it apart Codependability's a rising art Maybe one day you could be more like me Cruelty's a bargain price to make me feel this free You know it's not so bad when you get used to the smell It draws a lot of flies but they serve me well I'm not the only one to blame If you were me you'd do the same They fed it to me on a plate I just can't keep down what I ate I got some extra skin But it's paper-thin And you can see right through And what you see is you We are the multi Adding the anti Everyone's your friend when you exist to impress We are the parade Playing the charade How could you hate me when I'm so well-dressed? THE CRIPPLING The worm that lives inside my ear Whispers all the things That I don't want to hear He slithers back into my head Eating all the living Shitting out the dead Nothing I can do Not allowed to be Suffering you Crippling me I CAN'T TAKE IT PLEASE DON'T CHANGE ME I WON'T MAKE IT JUST ERASE ME "This is evolution Don't look so afraid Let go your confusion I am what you made" It's not the same It's not the same Something strange has come to play I'm not to blame I'm not to blame Something came, I went away This is what you made Something else is here Something in your brain Someone you should fear MALICE I am the self You can not help Because I accept All you reject I live in a hole You dug in your soul And eat all the hate That you throw away I am the rage That you can not cage The black and the red The scream in your head The weed in your brain I strangle the sane I feed on your guilt And I'll never wilt The empty inside That you try to hide The smile you fake This is what you made The taste of your blood Your face in the mud The broken and sore Hungry for more Made up of plastic and wires and springs My marrionette has such delicate strings Parasitic intrinsic, I feed on your soul My name is Malice, in control Act like a prick You make me sick I rot in your head I wish you were dead Waiting within A prison of skin You lie in your cell I'm trapped in your hell I see through the eyes Of a broken mind Damaged inside Beat yourself blind I'll ruin your life Make everything right I'll set you free You'll wish you were me I'm in control I'm in control Burning a hole The zipperheads and the eaters of flesh Are coming for you and they're just like the rest The swarm is upon you so raise up your fist Hurt those who hurt you or cease to exist DIRT MACHINE Do you think you're pure? Do you think you're clean? You're a disease A dirt machine And you spray your filth And I breath it in Now it's in my veins And it's on my skin And every day You give me some more You got to beat me down You got to win that war You got to make me sorry That I exists I'm an inconvenience To your fist I only live To play your game There's no one but Myself to blame I feel my blood Begin to burn I guess that I'll just Never learn This constant screaming in my head Won't stop until you're lying dead Your face embodies all I hate Can't seem to smash it all away I am the cure for your disease Paid for in blood and flesh and teeth You can't believe I'd have the nerve And now you'll get what you deserve All they do is take and take All they want is to see you break You can't use me Can't abuse me You don't know me You can't keep me down Screaming in my head Till your lying dead This is all I hate Smash it all away You are my disease Blood and flesh and teeth Get what you deserve Dirt Machine TAKE Sucking everything, the planet is a whore Its not enough, we gotta have a little more Why don't you just die, inside you're already dead Nothing in this place can fix the hole in your head Consume Digest Excrete All that you want is free There's nothing left of me I am a hollow shell Your hopeless world is my hell One thing has kept me alive One thing that will never die One thing that you can not take And all I have is my hate There is nothing left of me for you to take I threw away all the things you tried to break Swallow all the stars, you'll still be incomplete I am what you made, be careful what you eat Why are you doing this to me? The Watchers watch, but I don't think they see I crawl on bloodied hands and knees Through endless fields of all my broken dreams This thing inside me screams the loudest sound And I would kill you all if I knew how I hear the horn that sounds the end of days And everything is swallowed by my blackened hate Take DEATH FINDS A WAY Decay eats away and I disintegrate And hate suffocates, but its all that remains I've felt the ashes cover my skin I've seen the demon dreaming within My memory's a filter of everything good And I've got nothing left but the pain But death finds a way To take it all away And I can't run forever But I try Today I heard God say that I don't exist They gave a human shape to all of their shit Sooner or later everything dies I fought for so long but I think it's my time The hole just gets bigger, I'm collapsing inward And I never wanted this And death finds a way To take it all away And I can't run forever But I try In this tiny space I can't feel the hurt And so I take my place Among the dirt Death finds a way To take it all away And I couldn't run forever But I tried Run away Fade away Die to live another day Goodbye

ROTTING Underground The insects creep To lay their eggs Whilst I sleep And through the cracks In creeps the mold My safe, warm place Is growing cold Can't escape this place I found I can't slow down this decay They won't find me in the ground Please don't take my dirt away No sanctuary From the pain Don't want to face The world again My flesh decays Death starts to weave Don't want to stay Can't bear to leave MEMOIRS OF A CREEP Tell me what to do When all I see is you I can't get away The pain is every day Time is razor thin It cuts along my skin Opens all the wounds Bleeding just for you Every day I die for you, but would you die for me? The longer I survive, the stronger my disease A world without you could never be enough for me And I would give you anything but you don't want what's free I don't have a soul But you could fill The Hole You could light the dark Ripping me apart Time is running out The blood comes pouring out I can't live this way Something has to change I wish I didn't have to sleep so I wouldn't have to dream And I wouldn't have to see your face and then I could be free Cause a world without you could never be enough for me And I would give you anything but you don't want what's free Cant get you Out of me In my head Better off dead Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Don't look at me that way A WORLD WITH NO SUN You can never touch What can not be reached But in this tiny place It's all that I could see Covered in this filth I wished that I could fly But then for just an instant I could touch the sky With a blinding flash Darkness burnt the light But just before the ash Everything was bright Then I saw how sick My world had become A world with no hope A world with no Sun THE HELL DIMENSION This is a world made just for you Out of the garden of shit you grew The cockroaches march to and fro Not knowing why, no place to go This is the place where we decay We die a little bit every day Like cannibal animals in a cage Let's eat ourselves and regurgitate These are the victims of an irresponsible god Necrotic symptoms of a planet left to rot The Revelation You don't want to admit The Hell Dimension Doesn't exist Spider's web, spun with lies Zombie flock force-fed flies Never meant to see the truth Fear your god, but I fear you LIES This is the cesspool you created We have no prejudice; everyone gets hated Can't feel the nails enter your flesh, you're so sedated Climb down off your cross and see the world the way you made it The brain is dead, the eyes are wide Deiphobia is blind THE PAIN OF NOT KNOWING Sometimes I close my eyes to feel the smile upon your face Just then I realize my head has been erased A paper life with a paper doll makes you feel alive I'm sick from hiding all the papercuts inside Someone save me, someone save me Make it go away Someone break me, Someone break me Throw the shards away You were too pure (take) This was the cure (rape) Nothing fills The Hole I'm grinding up myself Nothing kills the cold Now I'm someone else All that I see You belong to me Why can't I be? I'm what you need Taking everything apart Eat the muscles in my heart Different teeth all fell the same All alone, who should I blame? Lost myself that day; all I see is you Thought I'd hit the ground but I fell right through Wish I knew what had become of you But The Pain of Not Knowing is less than if I knew (you never belonged to me but I still belong to you) NEGATIVE SPACE There once was a worm who lived in my head He'd come out for a peek while I slept in my bed There once was a worm but now he is dead He came out for a peek and I cut off his head Well you tried so hard to turn me into you But I swallowed all the pain that you put me through And it sunk way down and ate a hole in my chest First I lost everything and then I lost the rest You can't carve me out, I'm not made of clay You can't starve me out, I won't fade away You tried to put your fingers into what you made I'm not a mother fucking puppet, I'm a razorblade I've got broken glass coming out of my skin It cuts through everything you try to put me in You force fed me this, now it's a part of me It shredded everything up at the heart of me Torn apart, I vomit all the blood and scabs It covers every single fucking place you have I'm the one who knows exactly what you need All you want is someone who can make you bleed I will defile you nailed to your crucifix Blood of fallen angels drips from my fingertips Swallow the poison flowing out from my lips I taint your veins, invade your brain I pollute your mind till your hypnotized Burn the cataracts off your fucking eyes Cut the worms and maggots right out of your brain You damage me, you're gonna feel the pain I forged my hate into a rusted blade And slit the throats of all the gods you made I've suffered for you, but I found my place You have no power in my world, I am the Negative Space In this world there is a place Where things go to be erased Negative Space Inside me, inside me All things cease to be Negative Space Sticks and stones won't break my bones but I'll forever hurt you Douse your dreams in kerosene and blister as I burn you Made of blades and you take the pain I am a vortex you can't escape The event horizon of your final days I will devour all your wasted space You will be absorbed, you will be changed Slowly crushed by my gravity Your form is distorted, now a part of me I consume the light and create the dark Your wretched universe will be ever scarred Suffering you, now you're gonna pay I'm the eater of worlds, Negative Space Mold the clay What you made Can't escape Razorblade Fade away Final days Feel the pain Invade your brain Fall from grace Human waste I erase Empty Space Rusted blade Gods you made Found my place Negative Space SHIT ON PARADE Waiting in the back of the line Wasting time Weakened minds Crawl inside None survive Once alive Now a hive Self-deprived Wasted lives I can smell the shit's on parade They degrade As they fade Into grey No remains Rotted brains All the same All the same All the same JUST LIKE YOU Marching in a perfect line Will you stay in sync? Keep a little brain alive In case they tell you what to think Make your jigsaw pieces fit For just a little while Believe what you're told And buy what you're sold And you'll never go out of style There is no place where you belong But we all know you're never wrong So just keep marching to the same old fucking song I want to get used I want to get bruised I want to be perfect, just like you If I was abused If I was confused Do you think I'd be perfect, just like you? Hot off the assembly Another human's forged Sterile, flawless photocopy Of the one that came before Programmed to assimilate Everything you see Reject your race And paint your face And then you'll be a clone of me You want to be part of a big machine But only if the other pieces are clean You can try to scrub off all the black But your white, little world is not coming back This is the cause of the new crusade Useless, pointless shit on parade FALLING I won't reject you, my friend I won't forget you in the end I will remember what you said And I will find you again Falling away from me So far away from me I still feel you inside No matter how deep you hide I am only your shell I will protect you from hell When they cut you I bleed You are everything I should be I will become you someday Then I will heal all your pain